I may have already mentioned that I'm a little addicted to YouTube. It's a boon to a woman without a television - and I don't even mind watching that tiny little five-inch screen. I've seen some of the most amazing, moving, funny, gross and entertaining things on YouTube, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
Tonight I was browsing through a bunch of random searches - mostly singers I like. After a search of Sting interviews I happened upon a music video of a Sheryl Crow song which featured an appearance by Sting.
I watched, and was deeply touched by the lyrics of this song - Always on Your Side.
It's funny - those private, intimate moments that happen between two people, that you assume are unique to you, and then discover much later are universal...
I once told a former boyfriend of mine that he was like a beautiful butterfly on my hand; I knew if I tried to hold on to him I would hurt him, and so I promised to leave my hand open, and just enjoy the blessing of his presence for as long as it lasted.
Turns out it didn't last nearly as long as I would have liked...
There's a lyric in Always on Your Side that goes:
Well they say that love is in the air; Never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay.
Butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away,
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why?
Was it you that kept me wandering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side?
It really is a lovely song. Check out the video for yourself, here.
(I'm still trying to figure out how they knew about my butterfly story.)
(And now I'm missing that boy...)